Every time we see each other there's always this tension that draws us together. Sparks are flying and interest is building up.
We dance the night away, have fun with the company of other people, catch up on each other, sometimes we'd stop for smoke or breakfast then end up having this conversations in the car about our life, business and the industry that we're both in. It was always fun & spontaneous. Sometimes romantic and sweet. We'd have those moments wherein it could just go on and on if only the sunrise din't came.
But then the next day, it's like nothing happened. That from a night of being so close, how could we have turned into strangers when morning came? It's just the usual exchange of " Thanks for dropping me home." and you'll just reply with, "you're welcome! =)" Then that's it, will never talk again or pick up on whatever we had that night. Sometimes we'd both try to put up a conversation but it always ends up quickly as if there was nothing to talk about.
There is attraction and chemistry that magnets us together, but only on nights we see each other then the following day it's all gone as if it was never there. Is there such a thing as one night chemistry??? Could it have just been the alcohol and the ambiance of the place that triggered it?
We cross paths once more and the cycle repeats again. No matter how I try to avoid this circumstances, we somehow always find ourselves together doing the same routine all over again. It's like it was always bound to happen. We never talk about it, the awkwardness after we meet & the silence we have after that night. I've wanted to bring it up but it might be awkward since we've been friends for a long time and or sometimes I feel like maybe it was just better this way or this is just how things are with us.
I don't really know what is it with those nights and us; that would always remain a mystery to me.
XOXO,
Singlesuzzie
